Fight for Forgiveness

Unsalvageable. This word gives me the creeps. Shivers down the spine. Sweaty hands. Quickened heartbeat. A few years ago someone selected this word to describe me. Ouch. It left me wounded and hurt and hobbling and scarred. I felt like I got punched in the face. How do you recover from that one? We all …

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Like The Lamb

It was 3:30pm on June 14, 2003. My cheeks were sore from smiling. My shoulders sore from standing up straight. And my heart was beating a mile minute—because the moment had finally come. Canon and D echoed beautifully in the Calvin chapel. And then I saw her. The one people were waiting for. The blond …

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Who Am I?

There is no reason to think I could have amounted to anything important. Back in the day, I was a bad stutterer. Speaking smoothly and promptly and confidently wasn’t exactly my forte. On top of that, between 7th and 9th grade I had four knee surgeries. For a young man trying to find his way, …

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